Freedom vs Money

My Monday started with a word "BOREDOM"! Hahahaha! Feel like someone useless and slacked at home. Only thing I remember was eating in master room with mum, sister and fat baby Marcus. Haha! Watched some youtube videos and got myself into the Hip Hop mood all night! Woohooooo~ And finished off "Cop Out" the movie in my iPhone. THAT'S IT. Gone my boring Monday! Do I have to mention about my sweet talk moments with my love? Haha! That is the climax of the day because he always brightens up my day with stupid funny conversation. Hehe~

My Tuesday, slightly started off with a little excitement because I had an interview at 4pm. I was clueless about the job description but the lady in the phone call reminded me that it's a job with HIGH PAYMENT. So I was ready to give it a shot because seriously I HATE INTERVIEW. You know why? Because I screwed most of my interviews. HAHAHAHAHA! The first impression is always wack. They couldn't feel me.

So I reached this company opposite my house, called IMB. The lady explained to me that this project is hosted by JTI. When I heard of JTI, I remember hearing it somewhere before! I couldn't recall. Then she explained, "Japan Tobacco International." YES! I danced for the launching of Camel "Black And White" with Seven before. OMG. Such a fate. Haha! She was impressed with my studies background, job experience and one more funny thing, she asked me whether I'm good in ice breaking, how am I gonna make the people there come and talk to me. You know what did I answer?

"I think the most important thing before you start talking with people, is to smile. When you smile, you look friendly. Second most important thing is eye contact. When you have eye contact with the people around, and you smile, they can feel your friendliness. Then, they will feel comfortable with your appearance and come to you."

I think she was amazed with my answer that she didn't further ask me anymore. And I was like, "YES!" If she asked me again, I was afraid I couldn't answer anymore. So if I'm selected for second interview, I'm gonna deal with SINGAPOREANS. Singaporean businessperson, not easy to handle I supposed? Haha. You know what I'm saying?

The lady told me, "In your next interview, dare yourself to speak English. Be it broken or not." So I answered, "Yes, as long as you speak with confidence." OMG! What happen to me? I sound like a teacher, a monk, or some sort of it! HAHAHAHAHA! But I hope I can do much better next time. At least I know I had improved a little bit after all these years since the last time I attend an interview. HAHAHAHAHA! Wack wack!

So now my concern is the offers they give, the conditions and my commitments.

THE JOB:

...Monday to Friday or maybe Monday to Saturday

...9am to 5pm or afternoon time (8 working hours)

...Duty free zone in KLIA/LCCT

...ONE YEAR CONTRACT

...ONE MONTH BONUS after finishing the one-year contract

...Check and update stock

...Write a report few times a week

...RM3,500 + RM500 travel allowance per month

Attractive huh? But one year contract. I wonder if I can get this so-called annual leave? Like how many days a year? 7? 14? Totally have no idea about this!

DILEMMAS:

...My dance...

So I will be less active in dance after this, unless I go for the night session, which is not Soul-Krazy style. We usually go for afternoon session. Healthier. Haha! And all the morning and afternoon dance performances will be screwed up. Hopefully the work is only Monday to Friday because most shows happen during weekends! And which means freestyling at Zouk is still safe. Haha.

And it's my greatest fear, to reject my dance jobs, not all, but most of them. I can feel it. Practices, all will be messed up. But it's also my greatest fear is when the jobs do not come in, so I'll have to wait.

...My magic...

Not a very big concern though. But still a backup career for me. They're planning for a magical theatre which I think need at least a year? Well, you screw me, I screw you. That's it. So they'll have to find a better person to replace me, sometimes. All the best to you all. -.-

♥♥...My love...♥♥

I was planning to have my holiday in Vietnam either in July or August. To find my love, Lucy Ngo and also the boys. But, we'll see again after everything is confirmed. Career always comes first. So, if it happens to be confirmed that I'm working for this, he's gonna be responsible to fly over to find me. HOHOHOHOHO~ ;)) ♥♥

Some people were born with wealth where they don't have to worry so much about the financial, because their family will settle everything for them, they have a bright future. When they fall, their family can simply lift them up again. Even when some rich people will say, "My family is rich, not me." But have you ever wondered, when you need money, will they let you starve right there without giving you the money? Yes I believe all families are the same. But rich people will always do this without worries, hesitation, troubles, problems, fears, etc.

Some people were born with normal wealth and some were born so poor. Of course the poor ones will always strive for anything in the world that they can do to survive. No one was born to do something indecent, cheap, dirty, awful, and even crimes, by willing. It depends how strong is your intuition to stand on the angelic side. But most of the people fail, when they're totally rejected by the society. We can never understand the stories and thinking behind everything that everyone does. What we can do for each other is, understanding and acceptance. Everyone knows the consequences of doing something. Some people risk their life, principle, dignity, etc, of doing it, hoping God to give them a chance soon to get them out of there.

Freedom or Money? There's no balance point for these both. The world is all about money. You step out from your house door, your money starts to count. Unless you wanna live in the forest where you've got all the natural sources for your daily living. :)

I think I'm seriously having enough lying on my bed staring at my laptop. This year is a good year ahead for me. After this year I have to wait until I'm 28 years old. I should appreciate and fight in this year as far as I can to get as much as I can. Yes I seriously forgot what's the feeling of tired because I've not got tired enough from what I've been doing. Which means I'm too relaxed with my time!

WHAT IS TIRED? I FORGOT! YES, FUCK MYSELF! Hahaha! Love getting tired! Because that's when I know I live my life to the fullest! And I'm missing it right now!

:)

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