It's 6:02am now.
Hair is still wet because I don't wanna use the hair dryer. It's too noisy and I'll disturb sleeping Lady Seven.
Since I've to get up at 7am later, so I decided not to sleep, again.
I was practicing at studio, and went to Sungei Wang to spend some time before Zouk show.
10pm Mishiyan drove us to Zouk with Kelvin Kok.
*TEEHEE*
Lucky!
I remember having only Crispy Creme for my first meal.
Then I was drinking only hot Milo at NZ.
Just don't feel like eating while working.
So that means I did not eat a proper meal just now!
*TEEHEE*
As always feeling so satisfied after freestyling at Zouk.
Feel like I've become a better dancer.
Haha!
But still trying.
Walking and dancing on high heels and boots.
Torturing my feet and toes completely!
I couldn't feel both now.
*NUMB*
Outcome of the day after dancing so hard and dancing so into the music:
BLUE BLACKS!
And some WOUNDS.
Didn't realize this until I was having my shower.
Pain in my heart but still feeling glad.
Because it shows that I really do my best and dance my best for a good show.
I didn't realize I danced so hard!
Blue blacks, as always~
:)
I'm just a girl.
But I work very hard.
For them.
For him.
And for myself.
I didn't request for more.
I just need more caring.
And more trust.
But it's ok.
It's just a small pain on my body.
It'll heal by itself.
I can cure the wounds by myself.
Although I'm just a girl.
:)
Yes~ Thank you to dancing on high heels!
XP
So I have to reach 1 Utama at 9am with Soul Krazy.
Our showcase will start at 1pm.
Gonna go look for my brother, Joe Joe Yew Joe.
Long time didn't see his stupid face already.
Haha!
Chilling all day while waiting.
Then again, 11pm freestyle show at Zouk until 3am.
Go home, remove my thick make-up, shower, blow my hair dry.
And it'll be 5am again.
I wish my body will feel tired.
Because I don't know how far my body can bring me to now.
At the end of the day, I'll be officially sleepless for 41 hours.
Hehe~
It's been a long time I didn't sleep for nearly 2 days.
I don't think I will faint.
Strong girl, as always.
I have to.
Because I cannot rely on anyone.
It's all me and myself with the people around and the society.
It's ok.
I'm used to this life.
I need to get used to this life.
It's 6:30am now.
Silent morning.
All slept.
Lady Seven is sleeping so soundly beside me.
My mom had sent my dad to work.
And me, listening to the chirping birds alone.
Having no one to talk to.
Having no idea what to do.
Just write and write and write.
My long hair is still not dried yet.
But it's ok.
I haven't been doing this for a long time.
Enjoying myself.
:)
Don't worry.
Even if life is sucks, or people screw up my world, or even I've to encounter the painful life alone, I'm still a hippie.
Because I'm used to this life.
:)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED MOM!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
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